I finally got to umpire my first ever baseball game yesterday afternoon. A 10U double header, each 5 innings. I worked the bases in game 1 and switched the plate in game 2. Game 1 on the bases went smoothly, however Game 2 behind the plate was rough - especially the first two innings. As none of you know me personally, I will just tell you this about myself. I am typically a very calm, relaxed, laid back person albeit typically very organized. These characteristics did not translate to the ball diamond for my first go around. Going into this game I was nervous, anxious, and pumped full of adrenaline. By the time I got home last night I was mentally and physically exhausted and just crashed.
After decompressing this morning and reflecting on the game, I trace my mistakes and problems (Which I will elborate on in a moment) to a few things. Those being 1. Nervouness 2. Inexperience 3.Lack of confidence
Now, going into a few specifics here (If I listed everything this would be one hell of a long post, so I will hit the highlites).
On the bases, not many issues but plenty to work on. I need to work on getting myself into position better, following the play, and being a better team mate to my partner. I was more focused on not embarresing myself as opposed to paying attention to the factors I needed to be paying attention to help him out when needed. I also needed to to do a better job of situational thinking and anticipating.
Behind the dish - As I mentioned, first two innings were rough. I had a tough time staying on top of my pitch count. I was a bit overwhelmed and just got lost a few times. I had a kid strike out on four strikes - yikes! I regrouped, gathered myself and got things back on track for the final three innnings which were by no means perfect but no more major doozies like that.
Through out the entire game, I know my strike zone was all over the place. I really struggled finding a consistent zone for these little kids who were all over the place with their pitching. I found myself trying to rationalize a strike call to help a kid out if possible and speed things up. This led to rushing things and not taking my time. My mechanics, both physical and verbal, were sloppy and inconsistent. I had it drilled into my head going into the game that I needed to sloooow dooown and even though I knew it in my head, I could not make it translate into the way I called my first game.
While I won't say my first experience was a bad one, it wasnt really a good one either. I needed to get some experience, and that is exactly what I got. I got positive feedback from coaches and partner (Partner knew it was first game, coaches obviously didn't - although by the time the game was completed they may have suspected as much). My partners advice was to allow myself to feel good about getting the first game under my belt but that is difficult when I know I have a TON to work on.
On a positive note, these were both great games to have as my first experience. Not competitive at all (Both were 20-0 shutouts), coaches were all great guys, and my partner was actually the pastor at my church so no stress as far as having a difficult partner.
Post is longer than I intended but I wanted to make sure I got the important details included so I could get some really good advice and feedback. I have round two this Saturday in a 12U DH. I suspect I will spend the majority of my time between now and then making sure I am much better in my second appearence than in my first. My goal at this point is to make sure yesterday is the worst outting I ever do as an umpire in my entire career.